This has been a really tough week for me I have some health issues and they got the best of me for lack of a better term. Now I have to play catch up and try and feel better at the same time. The pain is unbearable and the insomnia is tiring, what am i gonna do? I have to fight so much harder for simple things people take for granted. I know im supposed to talk about what we did in class but Ive been so ill that I had to go to the Cancer Center for 6 bags of fluids and it still did not make me feel any better or energetic, I am going through a mini-crisis,so of course I missed class. I made it to class on thursday and we did conferences on our papers I was having some trouble with mine but Im not sure if its from the lack of sleep or if I just am confused. I dont Know. I go back for more fluids and medicine on Wednesday so hopefully I will get better soon. I checked my grade for my narrative essay and I was Surprised I didnt know that I was capable of that. It felt good. Writing has actually been a way for me to deal with my pain it takes my concentration off of it. So I started keeping a journal about my pain, school, and social health. Hopefully I can make it through the hospital throughout the semester. I really enjoy this class and miss the interaction with my classmates but as Kate pointed out Thursday when I showed up for class instead of getting better, I looked the way I felt. Well as for now Im unsure of when I am going to be able to get out of my bed so I guess its more Fight Club and 1984 for me!!!!
